sadness is the worst feeling in the world. you can be sitting in a crowded room with a hundred people having the time of their lives and be the saddest person on earth. you can be in the arms of your lover and feel like your heart is getting ready to explode with pain. no matter what causes your sorrow, you question whether the world would just continue on as it is without you in it.
i’m feeling down tonight and i know that within the next few days the problems that are causing my sorrow will be solved and one day long forgotten but right now i feel like i want to pull my heart out and stomp on it until it breaks.
listening to ryan adams makes the pain feel so much more real and so much more warranted. if my mister didn’t exist i would make it my mission to fall in love with ryan and live on an old country estate where he could write his music and i could fall more and more in love with him every day. a man with feelings that he is not afraid to express is so much more a man than all of these pretentious idiots around who act like god’s gift to the world.
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